#FirstLineFriday: Undeniable

Undeniable was my first ever MC book and damn, what an intro to MC world it was. It was rude, crude, raw and gritty, and I absolutely love it! When I read it, I pretty much did the pearl clutching thing throughout the book haha! 😆

The book ruined me. I haven’t read a lot of MC series because they all seems like a fairytale to me 😩. I need fucked-upness. I don’t want to read MC series full of smiles and sunshine! My favorite character in the series is ZZ and he hasn’t even got his own book yet. I really hope one day the author will continue with the planned books.

Update from author: Underserving (Undeniable #5) is coming next month! 😱🙌🎉🎊


★ Book Details ★

Undeniable (Undeniable #1) by Madeline Sheehan
Amazon | Goodreads

Warning: This is not a “typical love story”. This is an all-consuming, soul-crushing, tear-your-heart-into-pieces story. It’s intense, gritty and raw, dark and disturbing, and it doesn’t happen overnight. This is an epic love story that knows no boundaries and has no time limits. It grows and develops—with hurt, sacrifice, and heartache—over the span of a lifetime.

Eva Fox is the princess of the Silver Demons Motorcycle Club. Growing up with bikers in the club lifestyle is all that she knows. When she’s a young girl, Eva meets the reason for her existence. Deuce West is the sexy, biker bad-ass of the Hell’s Horsemen Motorcycle Club. Like Eva, he was born and raised in the club—but that’s where the similarities end. Their first meeting is innocent, but as Eva matures into a woman, their chance reunions evolve into a fit of lust and love. Fate continues to bring them together time and time again, but their twisted journey is filled with pain, betrayal, and bloodshed that could tear them apart. Eva sees in Deuce what he cannot see in himself—a man worthy of love—and Eva spends her lifetime proving to him that her undeniable love is the one thing he can’t live without.

This is Eva and Deuce’s story.

It wasn’t easy.
Nothing worth doing ever is.
And love is worth everything.

#FirstLineFriday: Slammer

There were a lot of books that I predicted the plot correctly. But unless it was really obvious, it won’t take away my enjoyment of the book. Once in a while, a book managed to pull the rug under my feet and I love it when that happen. #Slammer is one of the few. And that epilogue. Damn.


★ Book Details ★

Slammer by Tabatha Vargo
Amazon | Goodreads  |  My Review

The last place Christopher Jacobs, aka X, thought he’d find himself was behind bars. Ten years later, the boy he used to be is gone. In his place is the shell of a man with murder under his belt. Any emotion he once had was left under the gavel when he was given life in prison. That is until the new nurse in the infirmary joins the block.

Putting your hands on a prison employee will get you the hole, but some things are worth their punishment, and something tells him Lyla will be worth more than he bargained for.

Lyla Evans isn’t sure about her new job at a maximum security prison, but showing uncertainty and weakness isn’t an option. Taking care of murderers and rapists isn’t ideal, but survival is key. She’s warned ahead of time about a prisoner named X, but when she’s attacked, it’s the dangerous X that saves her. Fraternizing with the prisoners is forbidden, but sometimes the most forbidden things are the sweetest.

#FirstLineFriday: Opaque Mirrors

Do you like the dark side? I revel in the darkness. Once I had a taste, it was impossible to go back to the rainbow farting unicorn. Not like I ever been that kind of reader, but still… lol! There’s just something about the dark side of human psyche that made is so fascinating. The things we are capable of doing – giving and taking is limitless.

I understand some people refused to read things that make them uncomfortable. But for me, I like being pushed. I like putting myself in the characters’ shoes. I’m not stupid enough to want all the vile disturbing things that happen in dark books to happen to me in real life, but I still want to live it. And that’s the beauty of written words. It let us live a different life safely behind the pages. It would be a waste to limit myself to only “normal” stories.

Since I don’t have reading hard limit, it is hard for me to find books that are dark enough to satisfy my dark needs. So whenever I found one, I could feel my evil side smirk like she just feasted on some terrified souls haha! Opaqe Mirrors is a dark erotic horror and definitely earned its place in the true dark category.


★ Book Details ★

Opaque Mirrors by Courtney Lane
Amazon | Goodreads  |  My Review

When the line between fiction and reality bleeds, there is no end to the lies or a truth to be found.

It was never supposed to happen. He was supposed to remain a porn star—the source of my fantasies—in my expansive collection of torture porn. But he found me, and he only wants one thing from me. He calls it the ultimate orgasm; death.
He gives me the illusion of choice—my life or his.

I thought my choice would be the end of my troubles, but it followed me to a town known for its close-minded, small population and hypocritical way of thinking.

My madness lurks in the shadows. It watches me and seduces me with pretty smiles and dirty degradation. It assures me that my fantasies aren’t wrong. It tells me that they will star in all of my nightmares…and I want nothing more.

Content contains strong violence, coarse language, graphic sex, scenes of horror, and situations that most readers would find objectionable. Reader discretion is highly advised.

#FirstLineFriday: Forbidden

Forbidden is my favorite book ever. I had a huge lump in my throat from start to finish. It’s depressing, but also so beautiful. The first paragraph alone perfectly captured the feelings of the whole book – the suffocating feeling of being trapped in an impossible situation.

I know some people might shy away from from the book due to the taboo element. If you can get over that, just know it wasn’t written to glorify the situation. If you can handle it, go read it! lol!


★ Book Details ★

Forbidden by Tabitha Suzuma
Amazon | Goodreads

She is pretty and talented – sweet sixteen and never been kissed. He is seventeen; gorgeous and on the brink of a bright future. And now they have fallen in love. But… they are brother and sister.

Seventeen-year-old Lochan and sixteen-year-old Maya have always felt more like friends than siblings. Together they have stepped in for their alcoholic, wayward mother to take care of their three younger siblings. As defacto parents to the little ones, Lochan and Maya have had to grow up fast. And the stress of their lives—and the way they understand each other so completely—has also brought them closer than two siblings would ordinarily be. So close, in fact, that they have fallen in love. Their clandestine romance quickly blooms into deep, desperate love. They know their relationship is wrong and cannot possibly continue. And yet, they cannot stop what feels so incredibly right. As the novel careens toward an explosive and shocking finale, only one thing is certain: a love this devastating has no happy ending.